Something Has to Die

young weaned cattle standing at the fence waiting to be fed

Recently we had what we call “chicken killing day” at our house. That sounds awful, I know, but it is what it is! We have tried for many years to decrease our dependency on the grocery store. We have also tried to feed our children and ourselves the best quality meat and other products that we can. We don’t always get it right, and we do still shop at the grocery store, but we have increased our sustainability through the years and feel we have gotten a good balance. Most of our protein sources, beef, pork and chicken, come from either our farm or the support of local farms especially through 4-H animals.

We try to raise our own animals not just for the health benefits but also for the economic outcomes. Chickens have been a part of that for a few years. Not only do we have eggs, but we recently purchased chicks to raise specifically for meat. We had not done this for a little while and really wanted to get back to having those in our freezer.

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She Laughs – Book Review

Ever read Proverbs 31? I do not consider myself a Proverbs 31 woman! I am pretty sure that she would take one look at me most days and shake her head! Proverbs 31:25, “She is clothed with strength and dignity, and she laughs without fear of the future.” If that is not completely the opposite of me! Me without fear of the future? Guess what….she laughs alright! Ladies and gentlemen, in case you didn’t know, I have a plan. And then I have several backup plans, just in case. There is definitely fear of the future!

What is the plan for the week? Who has appointments? Who is working and on what days? What are we doing about this group of cattle? How did that cow get injured? Did the bills get paid? Why is this on the floor? Trust me…. I am definitely “concerned” with the future, even if it is just the next hour or day!

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Holy Guacamole – Book Review

“You’re not rice and beans. You’re tableside guacamole.” What a statement! I don’t know about you, but I struggle with self- confidence. If you know me at all, you might find that statement hard to believe, but it’s true.

This book was Heaven sent! Have you ever been in a place in your life where what God was speaking to you was everywhere? He knows me so well and He knows, due to my lack of self-confidence, that I will question everything. So, what does He do? He places the answers, the calm reassurances, everywhere and all around me. This opportunity for a book review was one of them!

Lately, God has been working on me in regards to loving myself and being ok with who I am. You can read a little about that here. Lots of moments have been confirming what God is speaking. My daughter even had me take this quiz to determine my type…maybe you are familiar with Ennagram Types. I was not and boy was that a scary thing! Reading about yourself on paper is very humbling, scary and real! I’m a type 3. What are you? (You can follow the link to learn more.)

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